Sorry for lack of posting and personals - back to work and kinder is about to amp up so won't have much time on BB anymore. Have been hopeless. Exercising at least 4-5 days a week but that is it and not blowing out completely but not being really good either so have pretty much plateaued again. I just don't think I am in the right headspace right now to be counting cals. Am still trying to do a few things like up water etc. but sick of beating up myself for eating bread etc. so might be back in a few weeks when I am feeling better and more motivated!!

Thanks everyone for your support - I really appreciate it and will pop in and out to see how you are all going!