Thanks PP

Oh Astrid. Me too. I have an entire box of pre Holly clothes that I can't even imagine getting into. My favourite ones ATM are the stretchy comfortable kind...not the kind I used to love. It's going to get seriously hot here very soon and I don't even want to show my arms....let alone my awful legs in shorts/skirts.

That said though, I have decided

I CAN DO THIS!
I haven't bought a choccie every time I'm at the supermarket (and with a mind like a sieve- that's a lot). I did have a Caramello Koala yesterday because I wanted one. I enjoyed it, but there was no guilt. I ate well the rest of the day.
Today DH was in town (for those not familiar he lives 200ish kms off the tar - very remote) and he always wants takeaway. He wanted Maccas today. I LOVE McDonalds . But I had a small fries and then a salad wrap at home. I decided I didn't particularly want or need a fatty burger. I felt good about the decision.
I have been wearing my pedometer and doing at least 11000 steps per day. I have been walking, even if it's just to school and back (today I did it twice).
Tonight I couldn't be bothered cooking and my two littlest kids fell asleep by 5.10pm so DD1 had boided eggs, toast and salad, and I cooked myself a stirfry of vegies with a tin of salmon - and I enjoyed it!!
I can do this!

And I know you all can too!!!