thank yo so much girls..your given me suich a big head I woke with a headache this monring

New Years Resolutions....nah bugger that! I say if your goning to do something you have to be in the right frame of mind to do it..not wait for aspecial day to submit yourself to it and feel let down when you cant go through with it.

I did this when I gave up smoking...I just did it..had enough...that was way back in May 2006..yes I was pg with vyolett and it made me sick. I dont feel good for doing it but it was what I did and I cant change that.

I have a little 'coach' here. After the boys went to school this monring vy pop's up and says
'Mummy lets go for walk NOW'
she didnt even let me get me load of washing on

I started this silently on sunday....I weighed myself (before I broke the scales which Jed fixed) and almost cried BUT I had to do a sneaky and get on when I got back form our walk...SHIAT Ive lost 3 kg ...I cant believe it!!! If that hasnt given me more motivation to lose more I dont know what has. I cant believe it...3kg like that! WOO HOOO...I might be able to see my toes sooner then I thought!