Am I as bad as I think I am or is this kinda normal?

[mrsmac]

Hope you are starting to feel a bit better, you sounded exactly like I did when Dd2 was a baby and I found the anti ds helped enormously. You have been through a huge upheaval lately so its very normal to be feeling like this, good on you for going to get help.

[~breeze~]

Hi girls. I've been feeling a bit better today, I said to my older sister it may be because now I just feel a bit numb about the whole situation with my sister. I've accepted now that I have no-one here, I'm on my own totally.
I guess I'm feeling a little positive knowing that I'm now on the meds & will hopefully be feeling alot better soon. Whereas before I didnt know what I was heading for.....

I'm going to the big BB meetup in Brisbane tomorrow so that will no doubt lift my spirits & my girlfriend is coming with me then coming home to hang out overnight

Thanks for all your support