I'm getting married next month, nothing big just a small quiet wedding with close family.
We planned on getting Married in Jan but we put it on hold after Mum died as i couldn't deal with it.

Now it's getting closer again i feel that emptiness again that she wont be there, We will have a candle for her but it's not the same.
No it's not the same. It's so sad and it really sucks. She is watching over you.....I know it doesn't help much, but she is xxx