arimeh :hugs: I have noticed you haven't been posting, and been hoping you doing ok. I think your story is an important homebirth story. it shows that sometimes circumstances change what happens, and the power of mumma and good support people who recognize when things are not going smoothly. I empathise with your feelings on sharing your story, I hated the mother's group 'birth story' chats, and couldn't participate, and just felt ****. it took me a long time before I could share with friends/ffamily and some still don't know.

go easy on yourself.