Sara: I was just updating my signature as you posted. I'm not sure if I'll do another one or not; I really dropped my bundle last time, and I'm not sure that I've got it in me to put us through another round. I know lots of women persist with dozens of cycles of IVF, but when we had 36 eggs in two cycles and only one good embryo that didn't stick, it's been very confronting for me. We've been TTC for four and a half years now, I can't even count our miscarriages on both hands anymore, and I am tired of being the reason that my husband doesn't have a child. I want to have a baby, and I'll do whatever I need to do for us to start a family. Biological children obviously just aren't meant for me.

I'm just twiddling my thumbs now until June when we're going to advertise in the mags, etc., and until I can post an ad on AED (a week or so away now). I am SO excited that we're moving on to this. I haven't felt this hopeful in a very, very long time!