Bec again so sorry. x I hope being back at work is right for you. I have returned this week and although many thoughts are going through my mind and that i really dont want to be dealing with this there, i really have to be, i cant afford more time off and for why, so i can be at home letting this run through my mind over and over again? Take the time that you need. Does your work know about treatment you are going through? its one of thoese things some people discuss and others do not, i always have, but totally understand why others may not.

Julie i hope you are starting to feel a little brighter?

sorry for all the negativity lately but i cant get my head out of this dark cloud

Well i got some more results back here from some more swabs and urine test and i dont knwo if it os because of the prednisolone but they are not good. I have alwyas tested neg for these things and why not now??? it is the only connection i can make. Still waiting to try to get a D&C and pains are now starting to kick in, spotting on and off but nothing consistent. at least i can see a light with regards to finally getting these results, funny how i have been telling FS of my symptoms for years and only now someone has said, hang on lets see if this....... and thank goodness thay have. i guess the only thing is i may never be cured.

I dont know if this is the answer for us to get to the end, but i am taking it as a start, if anything it is reconfirming that i believe in myself and i know myself better than anyone, still frustrating that it has taken 7 years to get to this point and feel very let down that it was not discivered before and brushed off.