Kris- big hugs to you honey. I am so sorry. It is just not fair is it. You do need to talk to you FS. Just so you are clear in your mind you have and can do all you can do. ( hope that makes sence) It is so easy to blame yourself ( I know I am so gulity of that) but honestly it is no where near your fault. Please take the time to grieve the loss of this cycle before moving onto your next one. give your self some time and your next step will become clearer. Hugs Hugs.

SuziQ- tell us more........

Chele- how are you now honey?

Hope everyone else is doing well. thinking of you all.
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