hi everybody. tried to post earlier but something funky was going on in cyberspace

been tracking since friday (day 12) and have the all clear for FET on monday. have to ring clinic on sunday mid-arvo to see if my last embie has thawed successfully.

have no excitement this time. only stress and fear. we are all out of money and cannot afford anymore stim cycles. this last one i had 7 eggs, 5 fert and only 2 made it to blastie. my first transfer was a bust, so a lot is riding on this last one. but i am so scared that after a poor blastie rate that this one will fragment away. oh well might need some emotional help from a professional if this all goes bust.....

take care evrybody, chat again soon.....