sorry i haven't been in much lately - not havng the greatest time - but before i start the "woe is me" waffle, just wanting to wish Sonya all the best for the next few days - i have everything crossed for you!

for me - well, it's all over - again. positive on tuesday, made it past 14dpo, but bloods back down to one on Thursday when i started to bleed - yet another chemical pregnancy - that makes three in less than a year - out of 6 attempts. sucks hugely. am so over this. not sure what we'll do - am taking some time out from treatment now - timing wise we can't go through the next local IVF as DH has some stuff going on with work that will make it difficult for him to be home - plus i need to spend some time to get my head on right work wise - have had some major dramas (that are better left for another place another time) - but effectively i want to be able to stick it up them! we might go the IUI route again after we see the FS in a couple of weeks, but for now, we're just focussing on getting ourselves right again physically and emotionally

good luck to holly and sonya with their upcoming cycles!