thank you everyone - i kept thinking to myself i think this result is easier to deal with sometimes as ive delt with it many times- yes im upset but nothing like i have been over the last 5 years with IVF. i guess maybe the thought of seeing my mum is a few weeks helps. just waiting for af now and since i havent had on since Aug i have no idea how im going to be feeling when i get it. im hoping she visits now befor the flight!!

Glad o hear that BW is getting closer to coming home and that she has two perfect blasties on ice - when i ohss last my ovaries measured 12cm each so i know the pain that she is feeling.

BG congreats for getting into the TWW i will be watching with all my best sticky vibes at the ready lo9l

Shannon - thank you again for your words hun - im sorry that the provera hasnt worked for you but at least you are still able to move forward with the FSH GL

Ann - not long for you now - so nice to see you popping more.

Sushee - i guess when you fall off you just dust yourself off and get back on hey? Have you got a BFP hiding in one of thoes pressies in your AV? lol i wish is was that easy - 'here love i bought you a PG for Christmas' !Great news on your forsties by the way - what a lovely surprise.

Slyder - thanks

Hollie thanks for the messages - looks like we will be seeing each other in Feb!!looking forward to that too