Well we are back from our break in NZ. Had a great time got sunburnt and all the usual holiday things....came back feeling really positive and stuff........ and then went and saw the FS today.......

Well in a nutshell we came out both devastated and shellshocked.
The results of both the cycles combined sow that we have on average a healthy embryo rate of about 17% which is way below the norm of 40 - 50%. As they don't yet have the technology to tell whether it is the sperm or the egg they are saying we have to think about replacing one of them. and as it is more likely to be the eggs that are the issue I need to decide whether I want an egg donor...... HOLY S&*T...... how do you get your head around that one?

We have decided to give it one shot....... Lyndon has given me the names of two very reputable naturopaths who specialise infertility and we are going to give it at least three months of hard work and see if we can improve things and then do onemore pgd cycle and see what we get. After that........??????

Crap I feel like Crap...have never felt so physically ill walking out of a doctors in my life.