I know it is early for me to be up. Woke this morning with the worst headache. Took some panadol at 5.00am and was unable to go back to sleep. So have put on the washing, cleaned up a bit before going out do some last minute chrissy shopping.
What a s*itty day I had yesterday! Woke up feeling s*hitty. Was going to run out of pessaries, thought bugger it I'm not pg so I'll leave it. DH said he would drive to Lismore to get another 6 of them (just over an hour away). What a waste of bloody time I thought. While I was at work he rang the nurse coordinator concerned that I was freaking out. He did go to Lismore to get the pessaries. Now I feel bad that I went off at him yestersday. (what a luv he is).
To make it worse I am so bloated, all my pants feel tight and uncomfortable, boobies hurt - on and off. I know it is due to the pessaries 3 x a day. I know I am rambling on a bit. But I cant handle this bloody waiting. Nurse told hubby yesterday that a HPT may not show anything until late Sun afternoon or even till Mon morning. Well I cant wait that long. Not that I'm expecting anything at all, I dont know if I want to find out, any thing is better than hearing those words I have heard all too often from the clinic "I'm sorry but your not pregnant".
Oh well, I hope everyone else is going to have a better day today. Will catch up later today.
Luv as always
Ann