Thanks Missy... its weird how when you write your problems down - how much simpler they actually are - than when you are thinking about them in your head!!

I feel like this is all too much for me! There is too much going on and its starting to hurt. I know many of you probably feel the same - so I hope I dont sound insensitive saying it! I think the other thing that makes all this AC so much harder, IS keeping it a secret from your friends and family. We are, it was my DH's wish, and I am finding that apart from being able to talk to you all of you about what is going on - it almost isnt enough! Im a big talker - and I think that is how I deal with most of my problems when they arise. Not being able to talk about all of this with my sister / dad / friends is KILLING me!! I feel like my head is going to explode!!
I know that DH's reasoning behind NOT telling people is to reduce the amount of angst if we get a BFN... but then what will I do...? Ill basically just have to deal with it and move on.... not sure if im going to be able to do that!!

OMG - sorry - it really is WAY too early to carry on like this!

I just hope, that we all get what we want out of this HORRIBLE tww... then, we can start having different worries - like bb's leaking through our shirts and not being able to sleep properly because our bellies are SO big! ... xox