wow, this is all making me cry. Its amazing how (when we all have our fears and pains and sorrow) there is always a kind word for someone who is worse off.
Just a quick update on my BFM from yesterday...
Today I started spotting brown mucky stuff with the odd streak of fresh blood. I ran two HPT (different brands) and both were negative. Rang the clinic and, while they told me to keep using the pessaries, they also agreed I should have another BT tomorrow, instead of thursday, I suppose just to confirm that this is an early miscarriage.
I had a good cry this arvo, and tried to get out of working tonight (I work a stressful shift job), but it was too late to find coverage, though my excellent supervior offered to come BACk into work to try...BLESS HER!
I will try and hold myself together at work (I am emotional at the best of times!) and have another bawl when I get home. Normaly I creep about trying not to wake DH at 2am but tonight I will clatter and bang....hoping for a hug
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