Oh Karen winge all you like hun. We are here to listern to you. Id apply for the new job if you hate the job your in now, and if its a BFN then take it and if ITs a BFP then thats a bonus. I so hope it is a BFP for you.
Im not out yet and refuse to be. AF your not welcome go away!!!! Please God here me!!!!!
I am not planning on doing a HPT til the weekend - if I can wait that long. My AF would be due on the 31st, but I had a FET on the 21st, and I'm really not sure how that affects things?! All I can think is that I want to at least have a bit of a heads-up before I do my BT. When I do my BT on Mon - I have to wait until the afternoon for the results - so I don't know how I am going to get through the day!! I was going to have the day off - but now have had last Mon off for the FET, yesterday and today off with the flu, and taking next Mon off as well may be a bit too much!
I am tempted to try a HPT a little earlier, but know that whatever the result I won't believe it anyway.
I am now off to pay for my pessaries ($180 for 20days worth!), drop my medicare forms back and resist buying a HPT...
Thanks Missy... its weird how when you write your problems down - how much simpler they actually are - than when you are thinking about them in your head!!
I feel like this is all too much for me! There is too much going on and its starting to hurt. I know many of you probably feel the same - so I hope I dont sound insensitive saying it! I think the other thing that makes all this AC so much harder, IS keeping it a secret from your friends and family. We are, it was my DH's wish, and I am finding that apart from being able to talk to you all of you about what is going on - it almost isnt enough! Im a big talker - and I think that is how I deal with most of my problems when they arise. Not being able to talk about all of this with my sister / dad / friends is KILLING me!! I feel like my head is going to explode!!
I know that DH's reasoning behind NOT telling people is to reduce the amount of angst if we get a BFN... but then what will I do...? Ill basically just have to deal with it and move on.... not sure if im going to be able to do that!!
OMG - sorry - it really is WAY too early to carry on like this!
I just hope, that we all get what we want out of this HORRIBLE tww... then, we can start having different worries - like bb's leaking through our shirts and not being able to sleep properly because our bellies are SO big! ... xox
I really feel for you. It would be really hard to keep this secret from your family - especially if you are used to sharing everything with them. I hope this forum goes some way in giving you the comfort and support that you need during this emotional time.
Yes, bring on the big bellies and leaky bb's!!
(ok, I am going out now to pay my bills... - I just can't help logging onto this site to see how everyone is going!)
Thanks Missy. That would really be so great - there are a few girls here looking very promising for a BFP!! And you started it all with this thread! Keep positive. Sending you lots of good wishes and love.
K
Oh kimy thanks so much. Yes there is hope for some ladies and evern if Im not one of them at least im involved evern if its only because I started thsi thread. I love hearing BFP and it would be great if there is a few here.I WANT TO SEEEEEE 8 BFP IN HERE....hhehheheh
Thanks Kimberley and Missy for your support and encouragement!
I guess writing to you girls and keeping my TTC Journal helps aswell!
Well, I have to go to a Dentist appt now - just another thing to worry about!
Hope you all have a good day.
xox
It is great to see someone who is still going through so much still being able to be excited for others who get a positive result after all their heartache.
You deserve all the best and am keeping everything crossed for you
Oh Rara that is lovely of you to say. I do get excited for others as having a babie is so beautiful. I think all ladies should get the chance to have at least one child in their lives. I have 2 children and if thats all Im meant to have then thats fine. I was very +++ that I would have another but if not then thats ok. Im blessed already!!!
Sorry I have MIA for a few days. It was Cooper's 6 month birthday yesterday and it was a lot harder than I thought it would be.
BG - thank you for your beautiful message. It means so much to me. How are you feeling? Sounds like you have lots and lots of symptoms! It is getting closer for you - only 4 more sleeps and then you can start testing! I so hope you get that bfp!
Missy - please don't give up just yet. It is still early days. I would wait a couple more days before testing again. I have everything crossed for you.
Karena - mmmm not sure about your skin breaking out but I would say it probably has a lot to do with all the meds. It is probably messing with your hormones. Maybe go and see your dr and see if they can prescribe you something. I can imagine how hard it is keeping it from your family. Just remember that we are all here for you when you need to talk. We have only told a few people about our TTC journey. For me I find it hard because I feel like my body has failed me (again) and I don't want people to know that.
Kimberley - good luck with your testing on the weekend. Hopefully AF doesn't show on thursday!
I hope everyone else is surviving the dreaded TWW - just think, another day down!
Wow all you ladies are so amazing, I concieved naturally with My 5 Children,3 alive and 2 that I misscarried and I am hear crying, thinking how fortunate some women are and Just how hard it is for other women to concieve...I wish all you ladies that are trying to fall whether naturally or through IVF, all the best of luck..Kind regards Natalie
Oh Lynn im sorry it was harder then you thought. Nothing I say can take the pain away but know we are all here for you if you need to cry, winge, yell or whatever you need to get you through this. I know hun that I still have a chance and am not giving up yet.
Missmummy thanks so much for the kind words. Yes some of us are blessed and others just havent had that blessing just yet. I hope with all my heart that these ladies get that!!!
wow, this is all making me cry. Its amazing how (when we all have our fears and pains and sorrow) there is always a kind word for someone who is worse off.
Just a quick update on my BFM from yesterday...
Today I started spotting brown mucky stuff with the odd streak of fresh blood. I ran two HPT (different brands) and both were negative. Rang the clinic and, while they told me to keep using the pessaries, they also agreed I should have another BT tomorrow, instead of thursday, I suppose just to confirm that this is an early miscarriage.
I had a good cry this arvo, and tried to get out of working tonight (I work a stressful shift job), but it was too late to find coverage, though my excellent supervior offered to come BACk into work to try...BLESS HER!
I will try and hold myself together at work (I am emotional at the best of times!) and have another bawl when I get home. Normaly I creep about trying not to wake DH at 2am but tonight I will clatter and bang....hoping for a hug
How is it we can talk about these feelings with strangers? Is it the anonymity or the fact that we know that we all 'get it'?
Anyway, you are right...I will leap on the bed when i get home yelling 'HUGTIME" and if hopefully I'll get a quick cuddle in before the heart attack sets in!
Will update when the BFN comes in tomorrow, but these cramps are getting worse I have used a tampon now at work bc I dont want to be 'checking' the paper every hour on the hour when i go for a wee! Eeew!
Must concentrate at work....must concentrate at work....
I have used a tampon now at work bc I dont want to be 'checking' the paper every hour on the hour when i go for a wee! Eeew! 
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