Oh Karena,

I really feel for you. It would be really hard to keep this secret from your family - especially if you are used to sharing everything with them. I hope this forum goes some way in giving you the comfort and support that you need during this emotional time.
Yes, bring on the big bellies and leaky bb's!!
(ok, I am going out now to pay my bills... - I just can't help logging onto this site to see how everyone is going!)