i know i havent been through as much as u but TTC#2 at the moment is really hard for me coz all these ppl around are preg and most of them by accident it just makes me so jealous and not happy for them i feel horrible i think i find it easier if i just dont talk to them about it not sure if that helps im not really sure wat to suggest

maybe stay unsociable until u are comfortable with the situation or at least better than u are now it could just help to just stay away a bit longer

big squishy xoxoxo