DH and I have been TTC for just over 2 years, and I find that its mostly a way of life now. I have mostly good days, interspersed with a few bad ones. DH is great at supporting me, but doesn't quite understand why I can get so upset over something that is not going to happen for us - he's a very logical man

Recently, the thing I've found the hardest is when friends get pregnant and say 'I feel so soryr for you, because I didn't even want this baby'. My sister (ticker below) is about to have her baby boy, and when she first fell pregnant she kept offering her baby to me, because she didn't want it. I understand where they are coming from, but I just don't wanna hear how much you don't want your baby - believe me, I appreciate the irony!

I decided to start spending MORE time with my yummy mummy GF's - they have all been so supportive of us, and we babysit all the time, and sometimes have sleepovers as well. Whenever I start aching, I call one of them up and ask to visit, or borrow their kids so they can have some time to themselves - nobodies said no yet!

Offering all of you yummy-mummies-to-be and big and the promise that when you're turn comes, I'll be one of the first to throw !