Whilst trying to conceive for 2.5years to finally have my 1st bub in my arms at 40 ... i just simply could NOT ever get an image out of my head for those whole 2.5years in trying & my heart breaking day by day ... I saw once on the train going home one late night after work in the city ...

Was about 8pm & the train was packed of passengers ... and there for ALL to see was a Mother i'm guessing about 30's so drugged up that she kept passing out whilst holding on to a Macca's shake & sloppy burger ... yes, you guessed it with a toddler in a grotty stroller looking at us all seeming very protective of her Mother (almost like a wild cub) as someone quickly moved to stop the milkshake spilling everywhere on other passengers

I looked at this little girl and thought 'WHY' can't she be my daughter ... this sweet little innocent child living a life with a Mother who is obviously a drug-addict & she can't provide adequate care that her child so rightly deserves !!

It was a full train ... BUT a very silent trip ... I think many passengers where having many heartbreaking thoughts for that little girl and wondering what life lies ahead of her