Hi Ladies, just a quick one...

MHIC - so sorry and DITTO what everyone else said. A tough decision for you, esp first cycle.

Starbright - more 's for you. That is exactly what I am dreading later this week - well what we all dread. I can't imagine how I am going to cope so I think you having a flat day is fair and reasonable. I would be cracking a bottle of vino too!

Lise - I had been saying to people for ages that I was just prepping myself by not drinking - wanting to get my body in good shape and all! But that was around Xmas so - its hard to use that anymore! So now that a lot of our friends probably think we are trying based on that - I just don't go there with that discussion anymore! I guess it's also more now we don't want people to know cos its taking so long and of course now having to take our course of action (IVF). Now that it is a different 'ball game' to what we thought it would be, we feel more restricted about who we want to know that we are trying cos it just adds so much more pressure with people expecting you to announce that you have joined them in the having children part of life. It's damn hard when so many people around you have kids. But anyway - all in our own time with what is right for us I guess!

Hi and hugs to all others - hope you are travelling well.

AFM - had a terribly emotional day yesterday, my eyes sting today from all the tears and I too gave myself a headache last night. I think it is the 2WW headspin and the crinone progesterone crap playing with my body. I dunno if you ladies found the first cycle and wait the hardest but I just can't imagine having to go through this time and time again.
I know we do what we gotta do, but now I just feel so drained. Anyway - only a few days left to wait. Just feeling very down like I already know it will be a negative - and I know that is not helpful and not the way I should be trying to feel. But what can you do!

(starting to think you ARE all on to something with the whole Twins thing though. DP has always thought it would be great & I have been against it but i think I am starting to turn!!! )