Hello hello, hello!!!!

OMG The energy in here at the moment is just soooo fantastic!!!!
HUGEST congratulations to both Megan & Willow.... What an amazing feeling you guys must be experiencing right now!!!!
I am just so happy for you both xxx
Dreambub, Jo, and all of you other ladies in the 2ww, my most wonderful wishes to all of you.... may you all be drowned in babydust!!!

As for me, sorry I haven't been around much - things have just been so busy and I always have the time to read the posts.. just not the time to post all the time!!!
We are still waiting to see new clinics in regards to our next IVF - Just so in two minds (well 3 actually!) as to what to do - do we try SIVF, Westmead, or stay where we are???!!!!!
FS wants us to see SIVF, but the fees are just holding us back, and I met a lady last week who has just given birth to her first baby girl through our current clinic, and our 2 doctors!
She had all of the same problems as me, and many attempts like me - tried SIVF but had a terrible experience, and went back to our clinic to get her long awaited BFP.
I know everyone is different, but who knows just what to do???!!
I also don't know how I feel about the fact that SIVF will only let you put one embryo back.... I like the thought of 2.. God, I would have 4 put back if I was allowed!!!!!

At the moment, though, we are TTC naturally for the first time in 8 yrs... lets just hope that 1 little unblocked tube in Jan might be enough!!!!
I am day 21 of our first cycle since my lap, and am feeling incredibly average... nauseas, sore heavy bb's, and generally yuk!!
Had a little bit of spotting about 5 days ago, which is when I started to feel horrible, its all fantastically coincidental!!!
Last night I made mashed potato and couldn't eat it because the smell of the milk made me feel extremely ill.... I had this problem of smelling dairy & not being able to cope with it when I was pg with Luke....... ah, time will tell, but a little hoping & wishing can only be a positive thing!!!!!!!
Otherwise I am just going to log on here as much as possible and hope that your babydust becomes EXTREMELY contagious!!!!

Best of wishes to you all xxxx

Holly xxx