I'm trying so hard to stay positive here. But that uses energy that I just don't have. Thank you for all your words of support and encouragement. I bought more hot cross buns on the way home from work today and will get in to them shortly - hopefully that will put a bit of a smile on my face again.

One thing that is a bit of a relief... The bit of paper I was turning the house upside down for last night turned up today. In my letter box. We'd managed to leave it behind with the people we stayed with in Tamworth and they very kindly posted it back for me. I'll call them later tonight and thank them. I guess it's kinda fortunate that the clinic labels have our address on them so they knew where to send it. I guess that's one less stress in my life. And the piece of paper - just the drug diary from the clinic, which funnily enough still has me taking synarel and not lucrin.

Anyway, I shall cruise around the rest of BB for a bit until I find the energy to get stuck into setting that test. And now I have sore boobs from the puregon. Oh yay.

BW