Yay Smudge - congrats hun! that single step for you is probably more important than a lot of the others you've taken cos you conquered your own demons!!! well done sweetie!

woo hoo - things have officially started again for me - back to the alarm going off every 12 hours to remind me to go snort some drugs!! i can'te believe how, in a few short weeks, i managed to forget how terrible the synarel tastes!