Oh Janie...Im so sorry you are feeling so down....It s hard to be so happy for someone else when your going through allthis. Does your sister or anyone know you are going through these cycles.....because if not you cant be angry at them for this....Im sure if she knew what you were going through she would have softened the blow a little. Sweetie try and be happy and feel positive....feeling negative isnt going to help YOU with anything..as much as it upsets you try and enjoy this with her...your turn will come sooner than you think. I went through all that too with my best friend..god it hurts....BUT...your not selfish at all.....its hard seeing other live YOUR dream too.......

Saph.....thats good news huni..............when does all this start........ Oh how exciting...........

The clinic called me just before........my Hcg levels are rising beautifully...my progesterone is great and everything is going really well. They want me for another BT on Monday then a scan two weeks after that. I will officially be 5 weeks UTD on Tuesday.