Thanks everyone it was really interesting to hear your thoughts, im sorry about the winge, it really did help me just by venting, so appreciate you all taking the time to reply. When thinking aboout it i tend to be very quiet about personal things to family,and maybe they just dont discuss or ask anything because of that who knows? Anyway i am so glad i have all you wonderful BB friends, thank you!
So excited tomorrow we start a sniffing !!!!!
BecD enjoy youre break, you really do need to do it from time to time and i find if you dont the universe has some way of making you !
Issy: So sorry you didnt get to transfer, ohss sounds horrible, 6.5 kilos is crazy, you poor thing, anyways enjoy youre break.
PLC: glad your recovery is going well and i hope you get some good news about your cycle, you just never know it may be a natural one that works when you least expect it!
Miss C: thanks i totally get what you are saying and i feel so guilty for winging when i already have DS, i have to admit if the shoe was on the other foot i would be saying why are you complaining when you already have a child, so thank you for being so understanding.
Saph: i am north of the river near joondalup. Your friend sounds similar to mine, i think the problem is that they just dont understand unless they have been there.

Thanks again everyone have a great day, heres to sniffing ?!?!?!