Thanks Holly and BG, after many years of tormenting myself i started to love myself again only to have this jump up in your face and remind you again,
when will the suffering end?
Look i think i switch off my emotions sometimes but all i can say is wait for them to turn on again.lol
BW you are a strong lady too and the journey you have had to make so far is no less or no more than any other lady here, we are all feeling the same emotions and having to face the same fears, they may be better some days then others. you take each day at a time yes sure you learn from the past (both good and bad) and you implement what you can to improve your future but i never dwell on what i have already learnt from.
Does any of that make sense or am i contradicting (sp?) myself?
Tanks Mel i will keep that in mind as the scaring does give lots of discomfort, esp when dtd! which just put DH and i further apart from each other IYKWIM?
Best wishes with you Mel for a speedy recovery. xx
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