Helllo ... I'm back!!!!! Finally got my laptop back this arvo - infection free and have been busting to jump back on and see how everyone is doing!

Thanks for thinking of me over the few days I havent been around! It means a lot. I wish I had access on the days I was at home couch bound as my emotions were travelling on a pretty intense roller coaster.

Day of EPU they retrieved 25 eggs! I was in shock - I couldnt believe my luck! the next day I was told that 14 fertilised. I was still pretty happy with that as didnt expect a huge number to make it! My DH and I had a fun time coming up with names for all 14.
Friday day of ET, we were informed that only 1 made it. It was a good 4 cell embie. We saw it on the screen and took a pic! the news of the other 13 not making it just flat lined my emotions. I couldnt even get excited about the one on board! Had a good cry - and I dont know why it happened. Didnt expect to cry so early in the piece - shouldnt that happen when you get a BFN? HAd to keep trying to tell myself I still had one. The ET was so clinical and didnt feel it (well in comparison to EPU) and it just didnt feel real! Cant believe am now in 2WW ... I want to get excited and positive again, but havent had the strength too.

Megan I truly feel for you and what happened to you. Am praying that this EPU / cycle brings great results!

Kazza truly sorry to hear about your BFN! Not fair! I hope you fall naturally ... how good would that be!

Smithy / Arielle ,,, cant believe you are now injecting! Gotta love the junkie part of the cycle ehh?

Shannon great news on your 2 embies transferring! We can keep each other entertained in 2WW.

Nic, Loula and to everyone else ... hope you are all travelling well! Want to send you all round lots of baby dust and sticky vibes!!!

Mon