Hi all,

Just wanted to get in early & wish everyone a great xmas as I don't know if I will be on for awhile.

Two nights ago we lost my 16 year old cousin in a car accident & I'm obviously feeling really down & just not in the mood at all for xmas.

I feel pretty terrible too that I have been whinging about not falling pg but really I have nothing to worry about compared to my aunty & uncle & of course all the hundreds more families who have & will lose loved ones around the xmas period.

Certainly puts your life in perspective.
I don't know how we are going to deal with a funeral b4 xmas but we just need to be their for each other.

Please take care at xmas & give your loved ones an extra big hug this year.
See you in the new & better year 2007!

Jo