Just wanted to thank all you wonderful ladies for all your thoughts for my family and I over xmas.
Yes it was extremely hard & I'm still having some bad days but the harsh reality is that life goes on no matter how bad you may be feeling so I am back.
The funeral was two days b4 xmas & being a double funeral it was extremely distressing & I never ever want to see someone having to bury their child so young again, such a waste of two beautiful lives. (my cousin died along with her cousin from the other side of the family).
I have been to a couple of young funerals b4 but this was so much worse.
One lovely thing that happened when they released balloons at the burial was that two balloons out of a huge bunch seperated when it was way up in the sky which we like to think means that they are both saying that they are ok & are both together.
Holly - Good luck for your surgery on Monday, I will be thinking of you.
Thanks also for asking but no I got af the day b4 xmas so I kept my f/s appoint. & that was actually yesterday & we have decided to go ahead with chlomid & IUI for my next cycle.
I finally just said how long do we wait till we try something & he agreed that it's time.
He said most couples have a 25% chance each month of conceiving but obviously ours was a lot less, I didn't dare ask what he though our % was.
So in a couple of weeks I guess we'll hop on that rollar coaster & hold on tight, I really just wonder when my life is going to run smoothly it seems the last 3 years has just been one crisis after another & if I am being tested then yes I have learnt whatever lesson I am suppossed to be taught in this world.
Anyway I really do hope that everyone else had a nice xmas & lets all pray that this year will bring lots of wonderful things for all of us.
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