Alice - thinking of you. What kind of night did you have last night? I hope there was more sleep involved.

Sunbeam - I'm sorry you didn't get your BFP. I don't want to write things like "I'm sure you will get one next time around" because I think it dismisses how you are feeling now. BUT, you usually get pregnant so easily and the IVF will be weeding out the bad ones so there is every chance you will conceive again and with the extra attention from the FS against NK cells then that next pregnancy has a better chance than your previous ones. I don't think there is an end to the journey until you believe there is and your desire to be a Mum is just so very strong that I think you have more in you yet. I wish I could do something to ease your pain. Life's just no fair, is it?

Luna - oh sweetie, I didn't want to see you back here. I'm so sorry for your loss. I think it's too hard to give up TTC after a miscarriage because all you want is to be pregnant again. That is why I am still here. If I didn't get pregnant I would have given up after a year of TTC. But here I am more than 2 years later still trying.

I tell everyone about my miscarriages. I often find strangers are more sympathetic than the people you are close too. And you get to hear about miscarriages or late life pregnancies that were successful that no one would have mentioned if you hadn't brought it up first.