Sorry for all ablout me post but I'm stunned!!! I just got a call from a real estate lady asking for a reference as my house mate has applied for a unit AN NOT EVEN TOLD ME!!!! How f@#king rude! I took her in 18 months ago when her 9 year relationship ended. I've allowed her to have her kids here when ever she wants, her family come and stay whenever for as long as they like, her girlfriend stays heaps and she gets a furnished room and her own bathroom all for very little rent and this is the thanks I get. I could not feel more taken for granted.
I was in such a good space the last 2 days (even though I put my back out again) as I'd put up all these lovely positive affirmations and now I just feel completely flat.

Sorry personals later my head is spinning right now.