oh Luna what a nightmare, I'm so sorry and even though both outcomes are awful I hope it is a mc and not an ectopic as I know how devastating they can be from my friend who has had two. So sorry things have gone this way for you I hope you get some resolution to this soon, it's so hard to bear when things just keep getting drawn out like this and you don't know what's going on. Thinking of you x

Toomanyshoes, a big hug to you too what can I say? this journey is hard, it can totally gut you to go through it and to have no answers and to not have the baby you long for for all your suffering. I am feeling the same way, I totally understand and I wish you all the best no matter where this journey takes you. Thank you for the love and support you've shown me and others here - it's what makes this community so special and we are here for you if you need us whether you are TTC or not x

Saffy, that's so sad for your family, I'm so sorry. There is no rhyme or reason to this sort of suffering, no matter how you look at it, life can just be so damn cruel. We are getting the gray wet weather up here too. Isn't this weekend your weekend away in a posh hotel? If it is, hope you have a really lovely relaxing time. Only a few more days until your injections start - very excited for you x

Sunbeam, Clairesmummy, T-hopes, Mildez, MatthewsMum, Crafty, Ferrals, and all you lovely women - thankyou for your kindness and support, it has made this all that much easier to bear. I have been through all our previous losses on my own and felt very lonely and isolated so it has been wonderful having you here to lean on.

I went to get my haircut this morning 'cause I made the appointment about six weeks ago and thought I may as well go it might cheer me up. I ended up in a flood of tears 'cause when I walked in the door there was a newborn in a basinet sitting on the table. Her mum had just had a haircut and popped out to get something so the girls were minding him. She came back and got him and the receptionist who was sitting next to me said sadly "oh...the baby is gone". I just couldn't hold it together - poor hairdresser just gave me a hug, didn't ask any questions, made me a coffee and then spent the next hour making me laugh with his funny stories. So in the end I felt OK. I thought maybe, just maybe, it was a positive sign that my baby days aren't over yet and there is still one out there for me.

Have a good weekend. Ferrals, only a few more days, then a few more, then I hope you will be free from all this stress and worry and able to enjoy this life growing inside you without anymore fear that she is sick. I am thinking of you xx