I of course caved and tested yesterday, BFN. No AF yet, but I'm sure it will be here by this afternoon, just in time for me to deal with another unsuccessful cycle and my mother for the weekend

DH as also basically gone back to smoking didn't even bother taking the tablets yesterday, he's also said he's been really tired and feeling unwell since starting menevit (which is utter BS) so isn't talking them anymore.

Completely and utterly over it, it's not going to happen and if by some chance it did it's only going to end in yet another miscarriage so whats the point?

Going to book myself in for a mirena IUD so at least then I don't have to put up with AF.

Thanks for all the support girls, hope you all get your sticky BFP very soon and ferrals I truly with my whole heart and soul hope you get to take home your perfect little girl!

At least now I can work on getting over the last 3 years of heart ache because I just can't take anymore.