Alice - thank you for asking about me in the middle of your own crisis. You are such a kind person, I am praying that you will get your child one way or the other, you will be a wonderful parent. I know what you mean about being a better parent to somebody's else child. My BIL is adopted and his parents had a biological child too. Even now, I can see that they are trying harder with him than his sibling, and he certainly is fully grown now. I cannot even imagine how much you had to suffer through with all the medical procedures over the years, that is a lot more than anybody should endure in a lifetime. I admire you that you can still find strength to give your frostie a chance, I'll pray so hard for your frostie, I cannot think of anybody else that is more deserving of a child.

I have no idea what is going on with me, but more bleeding now and I do not feel the slightest bit pregnant anymore, so I think it is completing. I'll get the results of the last BT on Monday. It is very odd to me that you can have such a painless m/c, so not like in the movies.