Hi ladies, jsut thought I would pop in very quickly to let you all know how i got on today at my new OB GYN. No great news really, he checked all my tests everything is great great hormone levels and all BT came back very normal for recurrent MC. He is doing a few more BT on us both, chromosone BT for both DF and I and I aslo have to have a BT for celiaks disease don't think that is how you spell it though and also have to have a BT to check for Diabetes. If all these tests come back clear we are then in No mans land, he can't do anything more to help us so he said we would then need to move onto IVF but unfortunately IVF is way out of our price league we simply just can not afford to do IVF at all. I feel like a total waste of space right now, I feel I have wasted yet another day on the TTC journey for no reason at all. There is no way we can afford to pursue IVF treatment at all unless we were to win the lotto and that aint going to happen as I never put it in. I have been in tears since leaving the specialist at lunch time and I don't know how to even look to the future now with no more TTC. My doc told us today we could spend thousands and thousands of $ and never find a reason as to why I keep MC. He says he can't put me on any progesterone support or on aspirin as that's an IVF specialists area not his. He told me with the results from my BT I don't have any clotting disorders and I really don't need to be on Clomid as I am obviously ovulating in each cycle but I can take Clomid if I choose to. I did have a chromosone test done on my last bub that I MC and it all came back that everything with bub was totally normal. So I guess my question is that if we had a chromosone problem wouldnt it of come back saying that bub had it?????
I dont know how I am feeling right now, apart from feeling like a total waste of space and I now no longer feel like a woman.
Sorry for the all about me post ladies, thank you for reading.
Praying to god nobody ever has to go through what we are going through, and I wish you all the very best of luck with all your TTC journies.
Thank you for all your support over the years, BB has been a total blessing to me.
xox