Hey Ladies,

I haven't been around much lately - have been trying to pretend this all isn't happening I guess.

Mindhugs - good luck - when's your BT? No symptoms doesn't mean no baby - there have been so many people in the tww thread who've had none and gotten their bfp's.

Saraz - I only told my parents at first (with DS), then my bro and SIL found out, but they were cool with it. This time around is taking a lot longer and DH seems to be talking about it with a lot more people. I don't mention it to anyone because of how emotional it is - I like to pretend that all is fine, but I guess that him talking about it helps to normalise it - if that makes any sense?? What I have also found this time is that it makes pregnant people feel a bit awkward. F**k 'em though I say - if the worst I make them feel is a little bit awkward it's nothing compared to the utter jealousy I feel. Oooh, I'm sounding a bit bitter, sorry

Trishy - hope all goes well tomorrow.

Hi to everyone else - I'm so behind on where everyone is up to