Hello everyone! I'm new to this forum and I'm so excited to share my first ICSI journey with you all. Firstly let me say that my heart goes out to you Mindhugs. I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through right now. You sound like a strong woman and I wish you all the luck in future cycles. I also agree 100% with what you are saying about God working in mysterious ways. It angers me beyond words when I see mothers that don't appreciate their kids or pregnant druggies or people who didnt want kids in the first place falling pregant. It makes you think 'why is this happening to me?' It's not fair at all, but I guess what keeps me going is the fact that all the hard times we are going through at the moment will all pay off when we get to hold our beautiful babies in our arms.

Everyone is in my thoughts and I look forward to sharing this exciting, but at the same time difficult, journey in our lives. xx