Vic- I know exactly how you feel, ( sorry that its coming from someone with a bfp, i don't mean to be insensitive just that i have been there) but about a year ago, seriously, whenever i was in the TWW thread, everyone else except me would get bfps, and I mean EVERYONE. I seriously started thinking that I was cursed for myself but good luck for everyone else, so I do know where you are coming from, it was almost laugheable. What I am trying ot say is that your turn will come lovely, and it doesn't mean you aren't happy for other people, just that you want to join them. Hoping this cycle is the one for you.

Same to you N2L- also poo to your ex