Oneday: I was just about to post my congrat's on great numbers..this is such a terrible decision to have to make..Ring your clinic and ask them to keep you posted about the development of you embies...5 is still a pretty good result, are you having 1 or 2 put back.

Kaybee: I have all my for you..hope this is the one...that is really bizarre that they told you the others hadn't fertilised, maybe the apprentice was watching yours

Tantee: good luck with fertilisation, really good numbers too..I like the way you say 'a pleasant surpirse' made me giggle...pictured sipping tea oh what a pleasant surprise LMAO

Loops: Hopefully you can get some answers on Thursday...big day for both of us Thusrday.

Nicoleh: Good luck this cycle, when are you supposed to have EPU...

AFM: Well now that I have calmed down..a bit...now I'm starting to doubt my decision. DH says it was our last one anyway so either way we were going for it. Having the 'what if's ' today..thinking about all the things that can go wrong. Like they get no eggs and my ovaries explode, or they go for DH's biopsy and then we cant get the reversal because they stab them to hard lol (I know I know little bit melodramatic )
I know I will be shattered if I come out of the op to be told that NOTHING was retrieved..but I guess thats what I asked for.
Thanks so much ladies for all your kind words and support, it means alot that there are so many kind hearted people in here.

Well I'm off to google some more..and do my head in a bit more...and probably have a melt down....
But I'm okay