thanks Sush.. I have great respect for my dr and trust his advice... He too explained that the decision to cancel is ultimately mine. I guess I feel if he thinks its not optimal (and the decision wont be made until monday after another scan) and I do go ahead it's a lot of $ and I could wait and go into the next cycle with more experience due to this one.

You are all such an inspiration to me and I really appreciate the help and support..
I guess it feels like everytime I make progress something happens to knock me back on my A$^@.
Thanks again... Now I just have to wait....