Hi Girls,
Oh Porsche, I just want to give you a hug! I think you have every right to feel a bit pee'd off with the world, and you need to work through it in your own time. I'm sure that everyone here has felt a bit the same as you at some stage, I'm sometimes horrible to DH for months on end, becasue I just feel so dissapointed that I can't get UTD and that I have no control over it. Have you thought about getting in contact with your old BF? I know what you mean about having no one to talk to: my BF is not even contemplating having kids, she hates kids, so I can't even mention things to her without a very clinical unhelpful response. My sis is great though, even though she doesn't really understand, she listens and nods at the appropriate times!

Just a quick update on me: I think things are going well. My boobs are sore, like achy and I am definately nauseous(sp?) at times. I have funny little twinges in my tummy, like the pain when you stretch too far. I'm just terrified everytime I go to the loo; I close my eyes and peek to see if AF has arrived! I guess I can officially say I am 4 weeks UTD, but will I get to 5? I'm heading to GP on Thursday for BT to see how the levels are.

Sorry for the rambly post!
Bec