I think it is perfectly normal to have all the emotions your feeling least of all the jelousy.

I think im going blind, i know i read a post (maybe from saffy) about going onto IVF. Just to let you know that there is a step before IVF, its called IUI - basicly the same as ivf but instead of taking your eggs out and fertalising them they just insert hubbys sperm directly into you. But if you have any questions about IVF im no expert but would be happy to try and answe any questions you have. My advise would be to make an appointment asap even just to have a chat. I went through Dr Mac Talbot and found him wonderful and his nurse is awesome too.

Time to get my self to bed now. Night