Hi Ladies,

Sorry I haven't been on for a while, rest assured I check in to see how your all progressing. Every time I see a new post, I jump on and see if it is a BFP.

Yas, PX, Tasha - welcome! Starting on clomid is such a daunting and overwhelming feeling, there is so much emotion from frustration to hope that runs through your veins when you start off. Add to the mix the side effects that drive you insane. From my own perspective I found this forum and the group of girls who post here to be a godsend. Everyone is so lovely and supportive and really helpful. It's important to be able to vent and share your feelings with people who truely understand. There is no else out there that will understand as well as these lovely ladies. To give you hope I got my BFP after my second cycle on clomid, I was TTC for 12 months prior to this. I hope your journeys are as successful as mine! Good luck xx

N2L & WBM - I was a raging maniac on clomid, it actually reminded me of when I was on the pill Diane. One minute I was nice, the next minute a total b*tch, the next I was crying like a total baby. Clomid does this to you. I remember on my last cycle, DH and I had a massive fight about me going to Melbourne for his friends fiance's hens. We fought all morning and then we went to the movies with a friend of ours, and spent the whole time scowling at each other (our poor friend). It did settle down for me when I got my bfp - so something to look forward to. How are you guys going with other SE. N2L, how did you go with your specialist apt. Will be good for you to have a next steps action plan, although I hope you don't have to use it and you get your BFP this cycle.

Kris - was good to see you pop your head in and say hello, I have been thinking about you and wondering how your going. I hope that your next steps are succesful, but I am pleased to hear you are being kind to yourself and giving yourself a break. I know how much you want this. It will happen hun!

Bec - How are you going? How is your DS? You & Jules are always on my mind and I always jump on when I see you two have posted in hope that I see your BFP post. How is your weightloss going? I had a little giggle at your post about DTD and thought that would be murphy's law if you ended up with triplets!! Would be exciting for you though. How long have you got to wait now before you can test?

Liz & Clamage - I was sorry to hear that you both had no follies that must have been devastating. Liz, I know it feels like you aren't "meant" to have children, but believe me that isn't true. I honestly think that this all happens for a reason. For me, I was feeling really down about it, but when it happened looking back on it now the timing was perfect and everything fell into place it was like it was all meant to be. You will be a great mumma and this will eventually be behind you and it will just feel like a bad nightmare. Hang in there sweetie.

Jules - sounds like your progressing well, when is does your TWW commence? GL xxx

Kelli, Tammara, Hope, Porsche - How are you lovely ladies going? Kelli, haven't heard from you in ages. Tamara - I can't wait to hear how you go with the birth. Hope - I hope those two little bubbas are thriving (do you know what you are having, you must have had your Morph scan by now).

Shan - How are you doing darling? How did you go with your resistance training program?

AFM - I am well, I am 20 wks on Saturday, am already pretty big so who know what I will be like at the end! Take care ladies and I am hoping that you all get your christmas wishes of BFP's.