Thanks sweetie! i too believe this too but everytime i try and it fails its like a bit more of my hope and heart breaks away, i just feel like its never going to happen for DH and I and i truly couldn't do this for another 4 yrs or more, we talked this morning about it and i think we are going to do one more STIM cycle and thats it. IVF has changed my whole life as it has everyone elses, but i believe it has changed me for the worst, im stressed and moody all the time i dont even know how to have fun anymore, my DH and i fight all the time i just cant physically and emotionally do it anymore! Having a baby of my own is everythng to me so for this i pull my self through the hard times and hold onto that hope but this one had seriously taken its toll on me, im so frustrated with life and its sh** hurdles it keeps putting us through. Iv decided enough is enough with my job (im a childcare worker) i cant do it anymore, there is 5 women pg there and obviously its just hard enough working with kids everyday, the prob is where do i go from here? iv got no other qualifications but i guess i will find something. Sorry for a me post AGAIN. I really do hope you ladies get BFP's xxxxxxxxx

Trishy im with westmead they only do urine tests then if your pg you go in for a BT, they wanted me to do them on the 23rd and 25th of dec xx