LT TTC Two Week Wait #4

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Hi everyone,

Oneday, big hugs to you. I can only say to you to be kind to yourself. This TTC journey is so hard to take at times, it's a constant wave of hope and then disappointment and can really take it's toll. You sound like you have a very loving, caring DH and you will get your strength from each other. A crystal ball would be great - It would be so much easier even if it told you that you would get pg in 'x' number of cycles, the cycles would be so much easier to get through knowing that there is light at the end of the tunnel.

Tima - lol @ your accident! Eating lots is a good sign isn't it?

Sweetie - sometimes we are so focused on every little step of the process, it is easy to forget about DH's feelings sometimes and the strain it puts on them too. I know I am certainly guilty of that at times.

Kaybee - praying for fantastic numbers for you today. Please keep us posted asap.

Possums - thanks for your kind words. I have found no effects from the crinone this time around, not even *tmi 'excess crinone although have in the past. Do you mind my asking what you are taking the clexane for?

RhiChiChi - Welcome, this is the best place to be, lots of lovely, strong, supportive women in here to support you in this stressful time.

Springlola - C'mon Friday!! Lots of Luck. I may end up in the nuthouse too this week. Group discount I'm thinking.

Hi Sweetie, Aimee & Tima - I hope your trifecta comes in on BT Day.

Hi to anyone I may have missed.

AFM - twice daily POAS had driven me mad, super, super, super light up until yesterday morning, now nothing. No more spotting. I had also started getting a real aversion to the smell of cleaning products which has now also gone. No cramping, no tender bb, nada! My guess is implantation happened to some degree but didn't take. I just want to get BT over with now (Thurs).
Am thinking that I will have to wait until Feb now. Does anyone's FS let them do a FET straight after a stim cycle? Even though it is Christmas, I would like to at least be starting a cycle again in mid Jan.
Now I am going to try and drag my sorry a##e out for a while. I don't feel like going anywhere or seeing any one but have hardly left the house for days and am getting cabin fever with just my pee sticks for company.