oneday- so sorry, big hug- and you are so right so many people out there don't realise what they've got.... and I too feel the loss of my angel babies strongly- they'll always be with us. I hope you can take some time out just now for yourself, be gentle with yourself
Oneday - I'm so sorry. Your cycle seemed to be going so well, you must be devastated. Do whatever you need to do to get through this awful time - in here we know how it feels.
Possums - Good luck Hope this is THE ONE for you.
Tantee - praying that yours becomes a more definite bfp very soon. Why do people think that hearing about other pregnancies will cheer us up in these horrible times. Whatever happened to giving people a hug and saying something caring (or nothing)? You truly do learn a lot about other people when doing ivf, which in turn will make us all better people in the end I think. I understand your christmas dilemma - my SIL had a baby almost on the due date of my baby. She's my niece and I love her, but we all know it's not the same. I hope your luck turns around xx
Tima - How are you going? I'm so sorry. (I love how you 'accidentally' POAS). I really hope it was too early
Sweetie - are you surviving the awful wait?
Springlola - have you poas again? Not long till the official BT - who am I kidding - friday is 10 years away! I have fingers and toes tightly crossed for you
I know my tww is officially over, but my follow-up bt is tomorrow and I am just as nervous as the first one. But I mostly just care about what's happening in here
Thanks for your kind words saffy, kaybee and possums! this one is the hardest to deal with, i just wish that i could see into a crystal ball and know everything is going to be ok because at the moment i feel like im never going to become a mum and it kills me! Im hoping things start to feel better soon. I don't want to tell my DH that i got my period today, yesterday when i done the POAS he had tears in his eyes and said 'cant we still have hope, maybe the test is wrong', it breaks my heart to tell him again and again that we still arn't pg. I really do wonder about life and how unfair it can be to good people. I really hope there will be more BFP's in here soon. I guess id better go as im not in the 2ww anymore xxxx
RhiChiChi...welcome! I hope you do receive your christmas wish
oneday-oh I know, it's so hard not knowing when it will happen isn't it..that's what really gets me sometimes too....wondering, how long?! try and find time for you and your DH to be together and share doing things that help you feel a bit brighter....it all helps you through
to everyone else waiting, fingers crossed!
afm- not really enjoying the crinone, but hope it's doing it's thing! and am also on daily clexane injections, which hurt more than the ivf needles, but aren't as bad as i had feared. Have this week off, so am keeping busy and also having plenty of downtime, which i hope it helping my little embie snuggle in!
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