Hi everyone

Good to hear from you Shan, your Valentines day sounds like it will be romantic. I must confess, I am the one who forgot our anniversary last year, I booked a business trip that day and remembered it when I got to the airport, DH was quite amused.

Satrbright I hope you are feeling better, you weren't stretching the friendship, in fact the more you all write the more I find it easier to deal with the millions of emotions that I seem to have each day as I always know I am not alone, strange isn't it?

I had my first day at work post lap and it was awful. I have been bleeding really heavily with AF and had cramps. Then I found out my uni had wiped out all my advanced standing units from my previous attempt at a degree and the poor young guy I sit next to asked me if me uni course wasn't going well and I burst into tears and started sobbing LOL he will never ask me how I am again.

I think I need a lie down tonight. I am getting all stressed waiting for DH's second SA to come back, not that it will get worse, but it confirms it all and makes it final doesn't it. I guess uni getting mucked up will give me more time to concentrate on making a baby, but it was also my escape plan that I had going in the background if I dont ever get pg.

This is hard isn't it