How are you all? Looks like I have a lot to catch up on. Just wanted to wish those of you who are in the mad house all the best and I really hope that you're all doing well. Healthy, relaxed and not too crazy.
DH and I are doing better and I want to thank you all again for your well wishes. It really means a lot. Can't thank you all enough.
Soooo, Im not the only POAS queen out there hey!!!????
FGS, I promised not to POAS next time but I had my toes crossed as I was typing.
When I got all of my Neg's in the cycle it did make me feel worse and worse everyday, and yes I did loose hope in the end, but it did help me accept and be at peace with the result, before the dreaded phonecall, especially since the Crinone held off AF for me.
In saying that, when I did go for my bloods last Fri, I still held on to even a 1%chance it could sill be positive, even though deep down I knew It wasnt........the phonecall still does make you hit reality with a bit of a thump, prob just not as hard.
(is too early to know still FGS X)
Don't underestimate the side effects of that Crinone girls, I had the whole list.
On a more brighter note, you all deserve to be spoilt rotten, be happy and so very excited, you are all being so so strong!XXXX
Been noticing that the crinone has been coming out pinkish since last night - and progressively getting worse. Tonight the applicator thing came out with blood on it. Pretty sure AF is here tomorrow. I have a feeling that this ones going to be more painful than ever.
Feeling really, really down - even though I pretty much knew the result - there was always that tiny glimmer of hope...
Sigh.
Good luck to all you other wonderful, strong women - this forum is due for some BFP soon - suuuurely.
Oh FGS - I'm so sorry. BUT I read that the crinone can cause some bleeding, and mine was coming out a little pinkish after 3 days. Perhaps thats what you were noticing or even a scratch caused by the applicator? I know its always easier to be positive about someone elses cycle but you know what they say about it not being over till its over!
Its amazing how you ride with the bumps with the other women on this forum I feel horrible that you are feeling down and wish there was something else I could say to cheer you up.
How are you all going? Been a busy week for you? Keeping your minds off the mind numbing questions? Hope you're all doing well and are looking forward to your respective weekends.
Hi MC. Nice to see you've popped in here too. Trust all is well with you and your DH. How are your plans coming along for your next cycle? Do you even have to do one as you have your lovely little snowbub. I didn't get any so I don't know what happens there.
FGS, I don't know what to say except that I really feel for you and know (to a degree) what is going through your mind and why. You know that's what happened to me. I'm still hoping for you that you will grace us with good news and soon.
What about you other ladies? Are you experiencing anything different this month/cycle? I've only done the one cycle and was told everything I felt was normal. Anybody got any good tips we can use for next time?
BJ - I don't know about the Estrogen patches... I am normally one of those people who want to know everything about everything... but with this - I am almost happier being in the dark so that I don't keep overanylysing things (it's not working.. lol)
MF and MC - so nice to see you pop your head back in the 'madhouse' - good to see you're both doing better
LEABIE - that will teach you for buying dodgy HPT haha... I don't yet have a favourite... maybe the First Response Early Response ones.. but actually, I am sure the first on that ever registers a BFP for me will be my new 'favourite'
SHAREE - I know what you mean about riding other peoples 'waves' - seriously... when I was in here with MC and MF - it was a complete rollercoaster and I was totally gutted when I read the 'results' emails that I was bawling my eyes out.
AFM - still no AF... weird browny/pinky crinone bits still... and I thought it was getting a bit heavier yesterday, so I called the clinic. they said if theres no full-flow by Saturday to still come in for a BT - but not to get my hopes up... OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You know, if it's over, I just want it to be OVER... I dont want to have to toddle off at 7am on a Saturday morning for a BT that I have to wait all day for the result of.. and then... the other thing... is I still hold that teeny, tiny bit of hope..!
Lol... I just realised my Ticker is wrong... it says 1 day til testing.... but it's 2 days...
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all the best and I really hope that you're all doing well. Healthy, relaxed and not too crazy.
You know that's what happened to me. I'm still hoping for you that you will grace us with good news and soon.
haha... I don't yet have a favourite... maybe the First Response Early Response ones.. but actually, I am sure the first on that ever registers a BFP for me will be my new 'favourite'
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